“I can no longer explain what is happening nationally. It became indefensible for me. The technocratic way in which party leader Wopke Hoekstra takes a position on nitrogen and the future of farmers disgusts me. I miss every human feeling in that,” said Coenen. His discontent has been going on for much longer. He resigned as alderman on 1 October last year. This had to do with the (too) heavy burden that his aldermanship placed on his private life. But also with the national CDA line.