“Everyone’s life seems so perfect, but when I post things I’m generally just ashamed of my past,” Britney begins her message. The singer says she tries to post things that look good, but the reality is different. “I feel better, but I will always be traumatized by my past.”
“There is no way for me to make my emotions and my feelings better… therapy, nothing works,” continues Britney. “I think I need a miracle for my emotions. My life is far from the picture perfect. I usually cry myself to sleep. I’m as insecure as the plague. I don’t know what position to take unless the camera is on. And I even have to go to a school where I’m taught how to walk.”
According to the singer, it is not all as easy as it seems. “I know what you’re thinking, but you’re an artist. Well, that’s it right! It’s an act. In real life I have no idea. But I’m working on that!”