Pernilla Böckerman says in her Toiner totuus podcast that she once dated a narcissist.
Pernilla Böckerman opens up about her relationship history in her podcast. Antti Nikkanen
Sports influencer Pernilla Böckerman tells a new one Another truth – in the opening episode of his podcast, that he was once in a relationship with a narcissist. Böckerman makes it clear that it is not the police Arttu Kilpeläinenfrom whom he divorced about a year ago.
According to Böckerman, everything was fine in the relationship as long as everything went according to the partner’s affairs and will. However, the sports influencer dared to speak against his partner, for which he suffered as well.
According to Böckerman, the partner, among other things, blamed and made up allegations about him.
– I am ashamed of those phone calls, when I called my father in the agony of feeling so bad and said: “father, this person is killing me mentally, I can’t take it anymore”. And that’s how it felt, the athlete recalls in the episode.
– It felt scary when this relationship started to affect my whole family or my relationship with my own parents, with whom I have a really strong bond. I knew all along that my parents were right when they told me, “Get out of that relationship. You don’t feel good about that, that person is not doing you any good”. he continues.
Böckerman remembers how his ex-partner wanted to hurt him emotionally. Antti Nikkanen
Time after time, Böckerman assured his parents that things would get better. Athletes often decided to stay in a relationship because they loved their partner and did not want to lose them.
Böckerman was constantly afraid of what his partner would get angry about next. The relationship took a turn for the worse when Böckerman stopped crying in front of his partner because he knew he wanted it. Eventually, he realized that the relationship was no longer good for him.
– The relationship came to an end. The unfortunate fact is that I didn’t know how to walk away from it alone, but many people had to get involved, the athlete admits.
– I want to believe that good men exist. I simply had really bad luck and I can’t blame myself for this, he concludes.
According to Böckerman, he has nothing to do with his ex. Matti Matikainen