Topi Borg tells about his experiences with depression and anxiety in his Normal Rodeo book.
Topi Borg talks about his depression in his Normal Roseo book. Pasi Liesimaa
Embroider-star Topi Borg says in fresh Normal rudeoin his book (oak) suffering from depression.
After graduating, Borg spent two years unemployed for two years. Borg spent almost all his days alone at home, endlessly on the screen. To maximize his screen, Borg missed his evening shower and went to the couch in a hoodie and a blanket.
Borg describes that he spent “terrible days” trying to remember the things that made him happy.
– But gradually my brain began to remove the memories of joy. And finally, I thought my life had always been like this. And will always be like this, Borg writes Normal rudeoin his book.
Borg himself believed he was a positive and dedicated job seeker who spent fun moments with his relatives.
– But in a more carefully, I was depressed and did everything I was alone in my quiet apartment with my thoughts.
Borg writes that he never told his parents about depression and refused it to herself. Borg said he was lonely to his parents. It is only now that Borg understands how much anxiety and depression determined his nature.
– Because I was proud and I didn’t want to worry about my parents, I didn’t want to admit to myself that I needed help. Not because I wanted to imagine being strong, but because I didn’t want to admit my mind problems that are sadly hard to solve.
Borg describes depression as the opposite of sadness and other strong feelings, flooding apathy towards life. Borg still says he is experiencing bad days. Borgia has helped, among other things, in the handling of difficult feelings, for example, writing in a diary.
Sointu and Topi Borg at Venla Gala in January 2025. The siblings also attended the gala the previous year. Atte Kajova
In his book, Borg also writes about his experiences with anxiety and sadness. The anxiety attack has hit, among other things, in the back room of the Venla gala. Borg has participated in the gala in 2024 and 2025 Chord with.
– I stood in my place for ten minutes trying to change anxiety to joy (fortunately there were enough speech partners). I stood behind the stage with the chord and, accompanied by a crumbly throbbing heart, I thought of life without a relationship, crushed childhood potential, illogical vanity, loss of income, and injustice I experienced. As I stepped on the stage in the midst of intoxicating the stage, the knowledge that a huge number of people worry about the same things helped little. But that was enough for me.
Topi Borg: Normal Roseo. Oak. The book will be published on 22 April.