Miss Finland Paula Joukanen tells of her jersey of tragic death.
Paula Joukas has a gold ring that tells the story of the history of her family. Maarit Pohjanpalo
Miss Finland Paula Jouen’s hand is adorned with an object with a special emotional value for Jouen daily. Joukas has a gold ring, which is his hearer who died in 1994.
The Moscow’s power was murdered in 1994, and Joukanen has not publicly told the story. Except now.
Jouen’s grandmother and grandma knew each other since the first class. As a teenager, love stumbled, at the age of 18 they got married and eventually got Jouen’s mother.
When Vaari entered the Soviet army, everything changed.
– He came back as a changed man. Then all alcohol, violence and a full 180 degree translation of what he once was, Joukanen describes.
Born in 2001, Joukanen himself never met his danger, but has heard stories about him from his mother. The mother has said that living with Vaari was difficult. For example, the home had to hide knives under the pillow so that the ward would not get them and to allow the other family to be in use.
At some point, Jouennen’s grandmother got enough and left. At this point, Jouen’s Vaari side, clearly wealthier than the side of Grandma, labeled Grandma and called her, for example, a whore.
According to Jouen, the Daddy drifted into bad groups. Eventually he was found dead in the yard.
– Grandma went to see her body. He had been beaten to the bruises, he had haemorrhages and the face was quite a bit, says Joukanen.
– The rumors say that the stead was owed to someone and they got to him, Joukanen opens.
The official cause of death is still unclear. According to Joukanen, his grandmother did not get the investigation because she had no money.
From the Soviet police, Grandma was told that the cause of death was natural.
“Often, if the police have not had clues and have not been able to investigate, they may have said that a natural cause of death because it looks good to them,” says Joukanen.
Such is the gold ring by Paula Joukanen. Paula Joukasen’s home album
The ring has an emotional value
The dead Vaari owned a lot of gold because it showed a certain kind of status in the Soviet Union. Jouen’s ring is the only gold -owned gold object that he did not sell.
– He then pledged everything to get money into some subjects or pay his debts. That is the only one he couldn’t sell, says Joukanen.
Joukanen sees the ring as an important part of his family and what he comes from – even though his family has had bitterness towards the danger because of a difficult personality.
– If I go abroad, I’ll leave it home. If it was lost, nothing can be replaced. That’s the kind of emotional value, Joukanen says.
– Even though she was what she was, without her mother there would be no. However, it must be grateful for it.
The death of the ward is not the only one of its kind in Jouen’s family, but the family has tragic deaths from homicide to suicide. The situations are typically silenced in the Jouenan family and, for example, as a child, he was told a different story about the death of the danger.
– Only as an adult I have gone to Grandma and asked her to tell her what really happened, says Joukanen.
Hearing the true story helped the crowd to understand his mother’s certain ways and practices that can be explained by trauma.
– When you understand a person’s background and what he or she has gone through, Joukanen says.
Joukanen states that only by talking about things can break the “rugged vicious circle”.