Jare Tiihonen says in the new book that she has analyzed her gigs accurately.
Cheek at Ruisrock 2016. Roni
Cheek Jare Tiihonen, who created a rap career, says Oskari Island In the novelty book, JHT – Mission or WSOY), during his career, has received criticism of his perfectionism and for his view to music rather than top -level sports. Tiihonen does not consider perfectionism to be a bad thing.
– I was driven by dissatisfaction, self -sufficiency and a sense of shame. Is it healthy and good for a person? Not really, but largely because of them I was successfulTiihonen analyzes in the book.
In the book, Tiihonen remembers his two Ruisrock gigs he was disappointed with. The festival is the highlight of the year for many artists, and there is a lot of investment in Ruisrock.
After the 2016 Ruisrock gig, one of the members of the Tiihonen group at Backstage glowed at the gig.
– I wipe sweat and stare at me with my glazed eyes. Muttinen’s answer in response, but I can’t in any way agree with his joke. I am disappointed with disappointment and fucking. Certainly it was a tough gig. Jesus was. But it wasn’t the best. Of course I can’t know with certainty, but I think it wasn’t the best and the most engaging gig of the audience in Ruisrock of the yearTiihonen whips himself in the book.
In 2024 he looked at the gig.
– Goddone was still ashamed. The aerial view reveals that there was far too much space on the field. I still couldn’t get over the fact that at that time I couldn’t get the audience in my fingertips as needed. However, there is talk of a print that the rest of the group seemed to be pleased with. I didn’t make anything, there was a lot of audience and the mood was pretty good. But I still reach the shame I still feel like eight years later.
Whenever Tiihonen got the feeling that not everything went to the button, he wanted to analyze the causes. He was not always able to locate what had gone.
Occasionally, Tiihonen went to the energy levels in his analysis, as he describes.
– I believe that some combination of circumstances, my levels of energy and my state of mind caused me to not be able to give the audience a full presence. Perhaps it influenced the audience, which lived quite nicely, but it wasn’t what I wanted to be – the best. My analysis of the gig was a bit vague for eternal times and it didn’t make it easier for meI, he ponders in the book.
The following year, Tiihonen performed in Ruisrock with Elastinen in the Prophets lineup.
After the gig Tiihonen’s manager Carla Ahonius Glove the gig.
– I almost cried for disappointment, Tiihonen describes in the book.
Tiihonen had observed the audience and saw how people came and went, there was room in the ultimate corner.
– I felt the pain that, for my part, I did not succeed in giving something that would ignite the whole audience and again did not know what it was all about. Concrete things were fine this time too.
Ahonius’s annoyance annoyed Tiiho.
– If this was fucking good, then what was the previous one when it was clearly better? Was it fucking, fucking good? What was this when it wasn’t as goodTiihonen asked.
The gig annoyed Tiihi so much that he couldn’t even make an Instagram update on the gig.
– In a word I suffer.
In 2017, Cheek performed in the Prophets lineup together with Elastinen. Roni
Tiihonen admits in the book that the merciless in which he assessed himself was somewhat sick. During his career, he was also plagued by the feeling of inadequacy.W
If he had been content with less relaxed, Cheek might still be alive, at least his career would have lasted longer, Tiihonen believes.
– Still, I don’t regret anything, not for seconds. I had to do just that. Don’t I miss gigs? True in hell. Of course, some of me needs gigs. This just had to go like this.
Nowadays, Tiihonen gets a little bad when he looks at documents made during his career.
– From my current, serene and steady life, the devilious state of the current Jare is extremely distressing to watch. At no price, I would like to return to the emotional states of anxiety and compulsive successTiihonen, who finished his career in 2018, says.
The italicized points are excerpts Oskari Island From the book JHT Mission or Peace, (WSOY). The book will be published 3.9.