“As a bridge class I wanted to be tough. I was an early student and therefore the youngest in the class. Pie small, as flat as a dime and not nearly period, so an ideal child to be bullied. Of course I didn’t want that, so before the Christmas holiday I already made myself firmly, I was smoking and I could easily smoke, so I could also smoke the first girls in class with the classes of class with the classes of the class with the class with the class with the class of classes too. to steal.
‘I will decide whether I want to digest my lungs’
We are now thirty years later, my parents have already stopped and I still smoke. My daughter is now a 13 -year -old bridge class. Fortunately, she still finds smoking dirty, but I don’t have to think that she will soon be pafting for the school. Unfortunately I don’t give her a good example. I never smoke in, but in the garden. My daughter knows that. They are also not happy with it at work. I work in a daycare center. We are not allowed to smoke in sight of the children, so I always have to walk a bit and it is only allowed in the breaks. Then I am pulling my cigarette under a shelter in the rain. Sad, I sometimes really feel like a pariah.
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My husband has always let me go my way, but is starting to grumble more and more about the costs. I smoke half a package a day, which means that I spend more than 1500 euros a year on cigarettes. We can also enjoy it on vacation. I always say that I do it from my own money. He has a motorcycle, the rest of the family doesn’t like that either. And yes, I know it is not good that there is a good chance that I will collapse on cardiovascular disease or cancer. All true and yet I don’t want to stop.
‘I tell friends that they should quit smoking; Two relationships have already been broken ‘
Of course I tried it countless times. But then I am a lot less comfortable in my skin. By smoking, I am forced to take a break occasionally and relax. Moreover, I stay on weight. Without putting too much effort into it, I will continue to fit in size 36. Smoking silences the migration and if I feel like a snack like chips, I just grab a butt. In the periods that I stopped, I started snacking and snooping and I immediately arrived a few pounds. Moreover, my metabolism worked slower.
Motivation
The tricky thing is that I can’t find the motivation. My condition is fine; I regularly train in the gym and run fast without difficulty. My appearance does not suffer, on the contrary even. And with the last check-up my blood pressure and lung capacity were also great. The times I stopped, I did it for others. Because I was ashamed when I was again pathetic under a shelter. Because I wanted to give my children a good example. Because my husband complained about the costs. Or for fear that the parents of the children from my toddler group found me stinking. But if I’m very honest, never for myself. I like smoking and it gives me a nice feeling. This year I did not make a stop attempt for the first time in Stoptober. Because if I ever stop again, I will do it if I feel like it myself. And not to do others a favor! ”
‘Smoking? Then immediately tie a noose around your neck! ‘
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