The 17-year-old cook writes that she could no longer eat anything and drink less because of the pain, and therefore went to the hospital for an ultrasound, urine release and blood sampling. According to the doctors, there were no abnormalities, to the surprise of the singer. “Huh?” She writes with a photo from the hospital. “Then they came up with the big solution. I have to go into hypnotherapy. I just didn’t play with my eyes when it was said. Seriously? Hypnotherapy?”
“If I think of something positive, my pain will go away by itself. And if I am lucky, my gastroparese will go away,” Kok continues. The singer evokes that things should be done differently for her and her fellow sufferers. “Somehow they are already doing it that I am angry and unheard of the hospital. I feel retarded. I feel stupid. The worst thing is that you are going to doubt yourself. Gastropari patients encounter the same thing everywhere. We are not heard. And this has to change!”